Got a really weird feeling that I’m at some sort of crossroads in my life, but can’t quite see it.
There’s things I want to change, and I’m slowly working on it, but I can’t help get the feeling that there’s some bigger picture that I should be looking at and aiming towards, but I’m not seeing it, it’s in my peripheral vision, and I can’t see what it is.
It’s almost like waking up with a hangover, and not having a full memory of the night before. A work colleague called this “the fear”. It’s almost but not quite like that, and it’s bugging the hell out of me, as if I don’t see what it is, how can I change it?